Moon Represents My Heart

I was watching "Devil Beside You" on Youtube. And one of the scene there has the background music of "Moon Represents My Heart". So when i hear it; out of nowhere I sang it also with feelings. haha And when I'm actually awake from my daydream. I just realized I know the song, and it feels that I've sang it somewhere. I just can't remember when, and where. So I keep on thinking and thinking; until one of my chinese friend txt me that day. And then, I figured I sang it during our Mandarin class.

Aww. I miss It. I miss learning Mandarin with Sun Jao shi and Wang Jao Shi. I remember those crazy words which I couldn't understand, those weird English, to which, whenever I ask my Jao shi something that I couldn't understand regarding the lesson I always end up to this words " Ok, nothing Jao Shi. Xiexie; Zaijian";because we couldn't understand each other.hehe, those special quizzes and open notes Exams. Of course I passed. No wonder I had a high grade..hahaha So we had this assignment which turned out to be an oral quiz?! We should Practice this song and sing it the next day. So the next day; Wang Jao Shi sing it first and we sing it individually after. And when I sing it; without knowing its' meaning my classmate say "you sang okay though." I must have a future as a singer, hehehe.Then when everybody was finished JaoShi translated the song, i liked it more. And I asked my friend to send to my phone her copy of that song through bluetooth; but then my phone was lost as well as the song. As days pass by; I forgot everything what's the song? How to sing it? Everything; not until I hear it again; which gives me a li'l flashback.=^_^=

So I want to share the song with you.

I was thinking maybe you want to sing along, Here are the lyrics: Both Hanyu Pinyin and English version. But the video is "Hanyu Pinyin."

Hanyu Pinyin

ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing ye zhen
wo de ai ye zhen
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing bu yi
wo de ai bu bian
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

* qing qing de yi ge wen
yi jin da dong wo de xin
shen shen de yi duan qing
jiao wo si nian dao ru jin

* ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen

* ** ni qu xiang yi xiang
ni qu kan yi kan
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

Repeat *

Repeat **

English Translation

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection is real.
My love is real.
The moon represents my heart.

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection does not waver,
My love will not change.
The moon represents my heart.

* Just one soft kiss
is enough to move my heart.
A period of time when our affection was deep,
Has made me miss you until now.

* You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you.

* ** Go think about it.
Go and have a look [at the moon],
The moon represents my heart.

Repeat *

Repeat **

Is it nice? hehe.. I think It's cute... The moon represents my heart. But I like it most if it is "The star represents my heart because I'm a star..hehehe However I'm really disappointed because I found out that Kim Chiu sang that song. I hate her voice but i like her beauty. I'm in a good mood when i don't hear her voice...hehehehe

CHUckieme

'Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I’ve come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I’m a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won’t be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it’s only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for. Maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.'

"Invictus" (meaning "Invincible"):

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishment the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

–William Ernest Henley

I was watching One tree hill Season 6 Episode 5 and 6 a while ago. And it happens to strike me. Like a needle that has pinned to me little by little. So, out of nowhere my tears fall down. Maybe because; Some of the scenes' there were totally ad undeniably a scene inmy life. Here are some lines that strikes me BIGTIME!!

Lucas Scott: I wish I can take this pain away. I can't. I'm sorry "The hardest part of saying goodbye; is, having to do it again. Every single day;" Every day we face the same truth. That life is bleeding. That our time here is short; And in order to move on. We must live our own lives well.

Anyway, It so happen that I can't find what Brooke had said in the scene so I've decided to just insert a video clip that tells something about what I feel. It is on the "STUCK" part

every year!

Every year, I feel like I am a Freshman

Why? That is because,

Every year, my friends are the graduating ones.

Every year, I have all the "NEW"

New Friends, New Professors, New Clothes and of course New Life

Every year, I need to move forward;

From What? (As you might Ask)

From everything that's happening to my life.

The sudden Experience

The sudden Changes and

The sudden Goodbyes

Its' not easy of course

Its' like you're writing a book

Then, Suddenly, the computer shuts down

And apparently, you don't happen to save it

And you need to do it again!

From Scratch

Its' Like I'm making my own life

Again, From Scratch

At first, I won't know how to start building my life

But as time goes by

I know, I will know how to start Building it

Everything all over again

Now, What I need to do

Is Find the starting point

The start where and why everything

Flows not in a way that I wanted to

And then from there,

I will Change it

I will Change the way I look about it

And when I do Such

I will be formed again,

As a Newly born Individual

Not a Freshman anymore

But as a "FRESH" man

Who will bring

All the "NEW"

In this crazy

And unpredictable

WORLD...