Siblings By Nature....

From the day they had graduated, I never thought that I could find friends again, for the reason that there’s nobody left in our organization and I didn’t even know someone who is still in that field. Not until I met those five people (Monique, Ate joy, Jorelle, Rem-rem and Ate Karen), whom I feel at ease with, I know they can catch up with my weirdness and childlike attitude. Seeing them for the first time alarmed me, “this is the answer to what my kuya had told me during my debut.” Meeting them is like meeting the powerhouse. It is very unexpected. Honestly, I never thought that we will be as close as what we are today. And I’m thankful that we clicked.

It is funny whenever I think of them. They were very young and I’m like their younger sister! Maybe you are thinking right now, how it happened and if it is possible? It’s true that you can really learn from the youngsters. 17 years of my life, I’m just a home-school-home kind of girl. I never experienced discovering things. Yet, today, that I’m 18 years old, they helped me discover things, things that I never thought I could discover and could have tried. Honestly, from the day it all started (the discovering thing), I almost initiate hanging out with them, whenever I wanted to. As day passed by, all the stories up my sleeves has been shared to them. I’m their little princess. And I’m really happy and thankful that they treat me that way. I always dream of having siblings who can take good care of me as a princess. Meeting them makes me feel blessed, knowing my dreams start to finally happen. Though we are not brothers and sisters by blood, I always make it a point that in my heart and in my mind they are my brothers and sisters. With them, I feel safe and loved. I belong again, as I say! It is the same story as the powerhouse, but now that we part ways, those five people fill-in my sadness and loneliness. Now, I’m afraid of losing them too, I’m afraid that all these things will come to an end, and most of all I’m afraid of being alone again! I honestly don’t want people I cherish so much to leave me again.

It’s hard being alone, especially when you’re used of having someone who ruined your normal day with their abnormality. All my happy memories have been shared with them. I really hope that all these things will be treasured always and forever. Everyday I’m so excited to go to school, for me to see them at the Council Office. Then, from there, we will make fun of others’ secretly, we don’t want to be in trouble of course. Monikers’ started to burst out like Memo, BNB, Boss, Yahoo and so on. We can also come up to a new segue, for the reason that people tend to commit errors and do telepathic communication. I guess we are well-trained by my kuya who can criticize every single error that he could find. Lastly, Invented hand signals are practiced by many. All these things I learned will surely be learned by the next people who will meet people like them, and everything that they will learn from each other will inspire them to live life to the fullest. As they inspire me. It’s a wonderful feeling when people give you importance. It’s very overwhelming that if we are not complete none of the plans will happen, I don’t know. I guess everything fall out the way I wanted it to be. All the laughter and the sadness that I felt are worth showing. I may not be fond of saying what I feel but I know in their hearts that they happy with me too. The way I am with them. So this is how it feels to have siblings huh! Someone’s looking for you when you are not around, someone checks on you when you don’t feel good, someone protects you, someone cheers you up when your down, someone trust you, someone shows you the right paths and someone who will make you feel that you’re not alone. For once, there will be no what ifs because everything has been fulfilled.